So, a majority of my involvements in life are highly uncertain. I'm not into it. I don't know how I even stay sane and handle shit sometimes, but I'll figure it out, like I always do. It's been a really long time that I've actually felt like I miss someone, and right now, I think I kind of do, but there are few things that I need to make sure are right before I let myself go again, if ever.
Adventureland was kind of just depressing. But in reality I think I just take all love-related movies way too seriously now, and it ends up ruining my cinematic experience. I think that's the start of a FML post.
Why do I always end up having these crazy encounters/conversations about drug and alcohol abuse just because I'm straight edge? I will not avoid certain situations, ignore an intoxicated friend in need, or go out of my way to put down your personal choices ever because of what I think about those things. It amazes me that people find it "interesting" that I have no problem in attending a party, or a bar, or whatever when that's basically all that's around. Guess what, it's part of being human, whether I like it or not. Just because I most likely want to slit my throat when I'm around you all, it doesn't mean I will. Or maybe I should?
Oh Tiesto how I appreciate thee, even though you're music alienates me from all of my actual "cool" friends. Sigh.
About Me
- August
- Complaining, music, design, chipotle, expensive clothes, and horror movies.
3 comments:
i just visited my best friend in norfolk, who is christian. i went to church with her sunday morning bc that's what she does and i don't care enough to be an asshole and cross my arms and stay at her house alone while she's giving big ups to jesus. but when people at her church asked if it was my first time there and i said yes, i don't go to church, they looked at me weird. then i said i'm an atheist, to clarify, and everyone also found it "so interesting" that i was "so pleasant".
i saw you cornered in the kitchen by the window and could tell that you were being interrogated about sxe (surprise!). i wanted to try to rescue you but didn't know if you wanted me to.
i am sorry that your friend sara encountered christians who don't understand the point of their own faith. it is a shame that the leading cause of atheism is christians themselves. fuck, i hate christians.
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